stop blaming yourself for everything. you worry too much about things that are out of your control. this has nothing to do with you. and it will be fixed soon enough. relax. I’m fine and so are you. You’re stressing yourself out for no reason.

gotta head to the hospital in a little bit. my wishes are going to have to be put on hold till a later date. it’s a family type day. Cyn and Savannah came in last night. I have to go see them too. there’s too much going on right now. I need things to slow down, just a little bit would be nice. This is life though. I should get used to it.

do you know what would work wonders in putting me back to sleep and making me feel better about life right now? Sex and cuddling and more sex. I wonder what my bf is doing at 944 in the morning on this terrible looking Friday lmao He’s probably still sleeping. Or on his way back to sleep.

and I big my tongue a little while ago and it hurts really bad😩

so I’m sitting at the hospital with Krystina and every couple of minutes we’ll look at each other and ask, “Are you ready?” The answer has yet to be yes so we’re just sitting on the couch, waiting for this feeling to pass.

Anonymous: the pic your bf just posted of you on instagram recently, is that his penis in the corner of the pic . . .

lmao you’re a bit of a creep huh? but to answer your question, I’m pretty sure what you’re referring to is my arm.

A family comes together in the presence of disaster. And we are staring disaster in the face.